Please help...
Long story short, ask questions if you have any. Had a SHIT life, have depression, autism, adhd and some thing else ptsd like that I'm looking in to. I've never held anyone's hand and the only "romantic" intrest i got was because people thought it would be funny if they could trick the weird boy. I'm 18 minus a bit (i know not supposed to be here but... common) and I've never held someone's fucking hand. I don't know where to start as even if I'm charmig for a while i let something slip bc the adhd and mostly it's depressing as fuck or just paranoid because of the other shit. I don't know where to even start because I don't know what's wrong with me. Don't even really know what to ask so if you all could just ask me shit as i don't fucking understand this shit...