TINDER DATE/ I MET HER UP ; I think I am not that bad as I think tho
So I met this girl on Tinder and we talked for a bit back and forth and she insisted to not giver her number out until we meet in person so I wanted to get her on a date as quickly as possible; So we met yesterday, I led her to talk a walk for a while and chit chatted and then led into a park and sat there on a bench.I talked about myself a bit and showing DHV and then make her qualify and ask about her past relationship and shit and while I was talking about these I always tried to maintain strong eye contact and I started to kind of phsycially escalate ; touching her shoulder and touching her hands and playing with her hair kinda and she talked about why she on tinder and she broke up with her bf 6 weeks ago and now going on dates with people to meet and shit so I sensed that it could be def something bc she is open-minded and we talked about many shits, including sex on the surface and hookups and she never mentions that she would never do that I also implemented that I do not judge people or their decisions. So I said lets go somewhere to drink a coffee so on the way to coffee shop I asked about her friends and again challenged her to qualify to ask like'' are you a good friend etc'' and acted a bit disappointed and then I put my arms around her neck and walked a bit like that and then we got to the coffee shop and she wanted to sit opposite but I was like naa come lets sit at the swing together and we talked about her sexual experiences and shit she slept with a girl and how open minded she is and she talk to me about her fav sex position and stuff like after a while I didnt do much in the conversation and she invested a lot.and I started to escalate even more.Touch her legs and her cheeks and playing her hands BUT I PUSSY OUT TO GO FOR THE KISS AGAIN BECAUSE I MAKE EXCUSES EVEN THO THERE ARE CLEAR SIGNS THAT SHE WOULD BE OKAY WITH IT.I BELIKE SHE UST BROKE UP,SHE ISNT OK W IT PROBABLY etc like I swear to god maybe I could fuck 5 girls or smth if I had balls to go for the kiss bc they all came to home for the date and yes so I didn't go for the date and we talked more about sexual topics and then I changed the subject and chatted for a while more and then we got up. I had to go also she had to go and we walked down to city center and I hold her hand a bit and then I got her number ALSOOO THIS TIME I SET UP THE SECOND DATE ON THE FIRST DATE WELL DONE METIN) and then we went off so the same day after a few hours I texted a laid bac funny text and she responded and I said do you like wine and she said no and then I suggested ok we drink coffee and watch a film at my place.and she said sure what time so I set up the date for sure. But I think she is pretty down to fuck and I should go for the kiss and not pussy out for more this time because this time it is dead-ass serious like if I can kiss I should have got at least 5 lays already.