Yeah I kinda blurted that it was my first date out, wasn't really thinking my best after a few glasses .
I think I could've gone further but she said some stuff like" some things you should save for your first girlfriend" and it didn't give me much courage, I did initiate the first kiss but yeah general nervousness and anxiety stopped me from doing anything else, she is gonna travel sometime to another country while I study so we agreed no girlfriend stuff as it would just make things difficult, but to be honest I found her very cool and funny and an easy person to talk to and really attractive so I don't mind whatever happens when we together.
I think your right about it came off as needy I didn't think of it that way gotta be more careful next time I actually don't mind waiting for next date but I'm worried she will lose interest.
not sure about the response you have given me gonna think some more before replying feels like im being needy and pushy
