i would never be envious of him. I'm just very intrigued by how naturally good he is, which is hard to replicate correctly, and as he says, he "can't help it" its a part of his personality. its also hard to be a wingman with him since he is super flirty with all girls and whenever he trys to be a good wingman he says things like "kiss my friend for me" which makes me look needy or low value (not sure how i can make that look good for me)
but yeah, nightgame always makes me depressed and want to give up. i need extreme help (if only i could afford bootcamp) or i will straight up give up.
