My Journey
Hey guys, figure I should make a journal of sorts. I’m looking to get better at PUA this year. First, a brief about me and my journey so far: Been approached by hot girls all my life but never been able to convert. Found pick up material when I was 24 and drastically began to change my life. Went to the gym, began looking for a fulfilling career etc. Began approaching girls that year. First I was terrified then I had no problems but still couldn’t convert. Approached more than 200 girls from 2012-2015 in off and on bouts. Basically I’d get pumped up, hit the streets, lack of results would demotivate me, then I’d stop for a while. The cycle would continue to this day. Decided to do online game almost exclusively in 2017 and lost my virginity. 2018 Had a sexual experience with an 8/10 who I fingered but didn’t want me fucking her with my dick. Got a fwb 6/10 who I discovered I had PE with. Always came within seconds of entering her tho if she was giving me bj’s I wouldn’t cum at all. We stopped seeing each other after a month, she prolly figured my sexual ineptitude wasn’t worth it. Got a few more “close calls” but no sex. This year on New Years I had a 3/10 girl wanting me badly. She got us a hotel for 3 days but I couldn’t fuck her because she was ugly and my PE was just enough I couldn’t penetrate. I did get the first few inches in her pussy one night but couldn’t fuck her proper. Overall my experiences have been spotty at best. I obviously need work with regards to PE and ED but I also can’t seem to convert girls and don’t know what I’m doing or not doing so I’ll be posting things here to get feedback on. Here’s to an amazing 2019!