Thanks for responding. It makes it feel like I'm not alone. Got tired of obsessing about it and unmatched her. Wasn't really attracted anyway.I've not been able to push myself into cold approaching and looking to OLD to save me. There just seems to be too many rules to consider; constantly. This shit has costed me so much: time, energy, and money I'm starting to think I am just not meant to be with anyone, I'd be happy with anyway. Again, thank you so much for responding. Means a lot.
