So i was at the supermarket and i saw this girl who looked just like a dream, tall, beautiful legs, mini skirt. I'm sure she's a model as I'm in Milan and it's quiet common.

As soon as she saw me she turned her head the other way, she looked scared and not wanting to give eye contact.

I waited for her outside and it looked like she knew my plan in advance so she did like a sprint to avoid me.

This is not in my head, I'm sure she saw me both inside and outside.

Felt shitty because I'm arab and maybe she is scared of immigrants and i might look like an immigrant who doesn't even have papers so i felt very bad.

Thing is all the girls i got from tinder were white and simped for me very hard and gave me chad treatment. But none of them is close to this girl. It's like two separate universe. All the girls from tinder were average.

Felt some pretty bad anger but i decided fuck it i will chase her and tell her hey were are you from, knowing very well she will run a way but at least i would have my rep in.

Tried following her and she started running toward the bus. I wanted to use ger to get a rep in knowing she will Sprint away. Wanted to use what I'm sure she will do to embrace the pain but she saw her bus.

Every time this happens i go on Reddit and search for posts like

"Woman have advantage in dating", " woman are never single", "woman are never lonely like man". I start reading the post on my phone instead of approaching and i get angry every time woman come up with the usual excuses like we don't have any advantage because man want to use us for sex and not love us . The tactic is to portray man like monsters to downplay the advantage and what hurt is male users side with them

I'm thinking of improving my style and approach younger 18 yo tecno girls. For some reason they are always receptive, not use to beign approached and never reject me on the spot. I need to get use to females so I'm not weird around them anymore

Looking for advice to improve my inner game because it takes so little to go back to incel rage even after fucking 15 average girls with tinder

My brain never updated