30 day challenge

Recently fired from my job & I haven't bounced back well. Went from working 60-70 hours a week to nothing. Quickly finding myself getting fucked up & sleeping all day. Isolating myself. Dipping into a depression, and I know the only way to cut that shit short is to start getting out there: Finding work, crushing it with women, etc. etc. Solution to the problem? 30 day challenge starts today: For 30 days I'm going to go out at least 4-5 nights a week on top of other everyday challenges (weightlifting, reading, mma, work). You'll get to see how far I can turn my situation around in 30 days. There are no excuses. Day 1, 5-10-19 HBoutside. She was promoting her Jamaican restaurant. I danced with her, went to kiss on the cheek and you can tell she was expecting the makeout. I # closed. Pic attached. No response via text HByellow. Yellow dress, solid 8.5/9. Seeded the pull and she's hesistant but no hard no's. Then she proceeds to tell me about not trying to disappoint this guy she is texting. Most likely a shit test, but it's disrespectful af for a woman to basically say "hey i'm fucking this guy, and I want to fuck you too but I dont want to blow it with him by fucking you". I walked away from her mid convo. Everything else flopped as soon as I opened. I'm not stressing the shit, I pushed myself had today with the little time I have, tomorrow is another day.